Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
no use for a job....
The past few weeks have been interesting. I have had to get back on Arizona time, change roommates (twice),get all the college stuff together, go to the doctors, and get my room packed up. This all has to happen before i leave otherwise it won't be a good end result. Europe was so much fun and im glad to be home but i definitely was loving life over there. I am still looking at future study abroad programs and seeing exactly where i might want to persue that. When i got home i was so excited to see all my friends that i hadn't seen since i left like, Alexsei, Dinder, Brian, Nichole, Meryl, Wendy, Jerry, Sophia, Tiffany, Annah, Amanda, Katie , Heather all those people. It was just really great to see them all. Of course it is sad to think about leaving and going to college in my mom's perspective but i'm really excited. As i always say, "i'm not excited because i think its going to be great or i'm not going to have any problems, i'm just excited whether its good or bad." It seems to be really hard for my mom to let go. I know its because for the last 18 years i have been right by her side. We do EVERYTHING together, and everybody always says how our relationship is a rare one and that there would never be any problems in the world if everybody had a relationship with their mother as i do with mine. I suppose that is true. Well im looking forward for the next two weeks. I move into U of A on the 19th and i also have orientation the 19th and 20th and papa is going to that with me. I hope i get all my schedule figured out cause everybody says the last group to go has the hardest time. I dont think it will be that bad because i mean its just Gen. EDs. Papa is freaking out and telling me all this stuff i need to know but i already know. He is going to help me move in as well. Woo Hoo im excited for that can't you tell. OOh another thing that has been buggin me. I have tried to email Giovanni like she said through the generator website and she hasn't replied! I'm getting so angry cause i'm sure Sam isn't going to be there anymore. He has to find a job sooner or later and is going to move out right? I hope i get his info. It was just so wierd how things worked out with me and him. Its almost as though fate is working. I know that sounds really cliche and i am admitting it but i want to just be able to keep in touch with him, and not have to worry about fate taking place and doing its job. Oh this is just too much. Have been working out almost every night with mom. This is good to do before i leave cause hopefully it will help her work her stress out and get her on a habit of walking or exercising. Quitting smoking is making her go insane and she keeps relapsing. I dont think that is good but i guess it is bound to happen. I mean she isn't that heavy of a smoker and Jim always smoking around her has to make it hard. Well enough about that. She told me she is going to join a gym when i leave, good for her, she needs to start taking care of her. Today was Grandma's birthday and i called at like 10:20pm her time and i thought i was going to miss her but to my luck she was up playing cards with grandpa and i caught her just in time. I hate when mom tells me to do something and i just completely forget to do it. That is the worst feeling cause when she asked me if i had called grandma i felt like such a smuck that i forgot! Its just awful. Well its kinda late and i just had to get these things off my mind cause they were driving me nuts. Oh today i went to the imaging place to get my x-rays on my right shoulder and arm. It was the most annoying thing ever! I forgot how long MRI's take and it took even longer on the right shoulder cause i moved! I couldn't help it becuase i started to get ansy and wanting to get out but i couldn't cause i was stuck in a bombshell lol! That is what it is like for me. I just dont like tight areas after an hour. But i hope everything comes out ok because i am sick of this pain and i just want to know that is muscular instead of having to do with a fracture or chip on the shoulder. I just want it to stop hurting! Well i need to go to bed. Jim and Karim haven't woke up to go do pop machines. This should be interesting the next morning to see if they are alive lol. Goodnight and i hope i get to sleep without any pain!! And btw.. i have no job and im just going to wait until school starts or whenever somebody needs me!!




























